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This year so far has been a time for service and reflection, but I have also been reading. I was lucky enough to have landed in the bedroom that has bookshelves. The shelves hold a random assortment of Messiah College yearbooks, Encyclopedias, Reader’s Digest Condensed Books, and (most wonderfully in my estimation) a 1901 Collector’s Edition of all of Shakespeare’s plays. The book that I’m reviewing today did not come from these books or the scant number of books I brought, but from a local bookstore, Midtown Scholar.

I had gone there to write. And write I did. But while I was writing (and peering at all the characters in the store), one particular book kept staring me down. The title, What the Night Tells the Day, distracted me so much that I had to get it. I wanted to know what indeed the night tells the day. And how does it tell it? Does it whisper? Does it scream?

The cover describes it as a novel, but the introduction says that it is a memoir. An endorsement on the back calls it an autobiography (which makes me inwardly cringe). Whether you call it by the outdated term “autobiography” or more truthful “memoir,” it is clear it is not a novel.

It is the story of the author, Hector Bianciotti, his childhood in Argentina and his migration to France. He relates his Italian immigrant parent’s difficulty of fitting into Argentina society, his strained relationship with his father, and his time in a monastery, all the while discovering his sexuality and his love for literature.

All memoirs are human, but I find that this one was especially human because it reveals both the good and the slightly disturbing qualities of the author. It also relays memories like we remember them: in short little bits when we are young and then clearer, more tangible moments when we are older. Since our childhood memories tend not to line up in linear order, the beginning of the memoir is a little tangled. And as Bianciotti himself says “Like some children, certain memories like to gather together their most insignificant toys.”

Like all memoirs (and most novels), What the Night Tells the Day does not really end. It has an ending, most certainly, but authors cannot write their own deaths. It does somewhat answer some of my previous questions about the book, but the answers are open for interpretation. But it tells Bianciotti’s version of the truth and that is the most memorable and the most important.

 

 

To Serve and Be Served

Last Thursday, my supervisor asked me how I was liking and adjusting to Harrisburg, my new city. I told her that it was starting to feel like home despite the fact that I had only been here for two weeks and despite not knowing many places around the city. Throughout the weekend, I told my friends back in Colorado that I was falling in love with the city and while I didn’t think that I would be living here after this year, I could tell already that it will have a big part of my heart.

As this year goes on, I may not remember how strange not quite belonging feels, but I will definitely remember the kindness of the community that has welcomed us extremely warmly with pounds of food (in a tradition aptly called a Quaker Pounding), a gift certificate for a taco place, tickets to a baseball game, and tours around the city. This warmth is why I am already calling my house “home.”

It seems like it is difficult to return the help that we have received thus far since those helpers don’t seem to want much in return. But I’ve discovered that part of serving is being served. Like much else in life, there is a push and a pull. A give and a take. Or rather, gives and gifts. Some of those gifts are smiles, hugs, or “Welcome to…” Some of the gifts are seemingly small donations of time and/or money at the time, but like glue or lotion, go a long way. And yet some of the gifts are intangible, only noticeable after a few months or perhaps a few years.

I think this last kind of gift is what has made me who I am. Because these invisible, but not unfelt gifts shape me like a river shapes a canyon. Maybe my desire to serve is a product of this shaping.

To serve you have to be served.